saya suke dye...;p

15 july 2010. Someone make me happy and angry too. Start with bad news. Ak bru abis tgk super junior on strong heart. It was totally fun but some scene make me disappointed and angry. Jong Ju Ri . Dye tul2 wt ak sgt sgt marah. Dye nk peluk my oppa…!!! Oppa kenape ksi?? Sy mmg x suke dye dr dye kiss onew lgi. Jung ju ri…!!!!! Why my beloved oppa..!!! Sblm ni sy hanye thn je ble dye ckp dye ske lee joon and onew…[my hero list] tpi npe donghae oppa. After you hugged him , and you said “I got it”…and the sentence make me fully angry with you! Why donghae oppa, why!!!

But this moment make me happy again.. Smlm kls sy abis kul 6.00 ptg. Seperti kebiasaan la kn finish kls kul 6.00 ptg. Dalam perjalanan blk ke hostel 2 , tetbe sy terdengar cm de owg panggil name sy, sy pn mencri la kt mne and spe y memanggil nyer. And searching for that…”mcm x de sespe pn” I igt my cousin y panggil. So I just let it be…Suddendly I saw him , I’m so glad to saw him every evening. He so handsome. Handsome banyak banyak sangat. Dari part 1 just jadi secret admire dye je. I want to be his friend, tpi impossible kot. Dye sangat hot, n sy nk jdi kwn dye??. Hahahaha ia nyer akan berlaku dlm mimpi je kot.[dlm mimpi pn x thu gi jdi ke x…;p] and y lbh mengimpress kn sy.. he called out the word “yan..!!”. maybe it’s not me, but it make me so so so happy happy…!!! Maybe he called out name kwn dye. maybe ia nyer kebetulan kot name kwn dye dgn name ak same…just happy for that..;p suddenly he look at us. [ok perasaan la kt cni]Once again…it make me happy. And sy trs je pandang dye. Tetbe bola budak2 y men kt tpi court 2 golek kt dye. And bdk2 ni pn nk pi amk la bola 2. Tpi dye x nk ksi smbl gelecek bola 2…n dak 2 menjerit n dye trs ksi…sy pn gelak tgk moment 2…after dye ksi bola kt budak 2. 1 more time, he look at us with smile face…[y ni mmg tul dye pandang..!] his smile make me fully exhausted and can make faint too…!!! Sy x akan lupe senyuman dye…it will be permanent in my mind. 4 ever.[titik..!] bile tgk dye mesti sy cam ternampak ikuta toma…so x dpt nk tlg la kt c2. And conclusion nyer ak x yah la susah nk gi japan nk gi jumpe ikuta. Kat sni cukup…hahahahaah!!!!...;p